Never Give Up, Never Give In, Never Quit, Always Ask A Question.

Coming off of the most recent 6 Day event at El Lugar with Gary & Dain and many other adventurous peeps, I have an awareness of the world around me and a sense of possibility like I have never had before.

AND it's even easier and nothing like what I ever thought it would or could be.

"Never Give Up, Never Give In, Never Quit, Always Ask A Question" was the name of the class. And about the only thing that is consistent about Gary Douglas is he is consistently inconsistent. He started the class with a long list of things you should give up on. Things like limitation, and really listing out all the things that you aren't giving up that if you would give them up would make things much easier. And of course never give up on you, except for the you, you think you are, the projections, expectations and judgements that keep you from being you. The you that you hide, the you that is so intense that everyone including you has made wrong your whole life. And especially the chaos.

How much have you been giving up the chaos of you and never quitting on the ordering you into someone else's reality? How much would you're life actually start to work if you embraced the chaos and always asked a question?

For instance I never thought I would want my children to go to school if I had children. Now that I have a child Sebastian has forced me to take a totally different point of view towards schools and day cares and the form and structure of this reality as a whole. It's the realization that my previous point of view had woven into it the conclusion that some how the form and structure and order were greater. That I and anyone else had to, needed to , bend their will to it. To fall in line. Sebastian and the tools of Access Consciousness have opened a different door, showing me what Gary and Dain have always been talking about. Operating in this reality without functioning in it, and using everything to your advantage.

Being a chaos mage amongst the order. Sebastian excels in daycare and school, manipulating everyone all the time. Being the tools of Access Consciousness. When he arrived I realized there really wasn't going to be any avoiding it. It being the bureaucracy, the idiocracy that pervades this planet, and maybe it's best I instead of hiding from it and shying away from it, I begin to do the best I can everyday to empower Sebastian to know that he never has to turn him down, that he can always turn him up, and that he can truly create everything he desires, and giving him the tools and techniques that I know to make that possible and the tools and techniques to create his own tools for possibility.

He's showing me it can be far easier and faster to have everything you desire when you really don't have a point of view. And after this 6 Day Event at El Lugar, I'm gladly having a very difficult time creating a point of view about anything.

Connor

All of life comes to me with ease, joy, and glory!