When Did You First Start Controlling Your Hair?

The moment you try to create a specific outcome, what do you do? Control. 

What comes up when you think about “out of control” with your hair? 

At what age did you first start controlling your hair?

Was it around the same time that you started controlling you?

Around the same time that you bought in to other people's points of view that you should be controlling you or when you started allowing other people to control you? Was it around the same time that you started buying into other people's judgments, which is what they were doing to control you?

Everything that brings up will you destroy and uncreate it all please? Right and Wrong, Good and Bad, POD and POC, all 9, shorts, boys, POVADs, and beyonds. (for more information about the clearing statement go to www.theclearingstatement.com)

Start with whatever body part you like, and if you’re not sure where to start you can start by putting your attention on your hair. The hair on your head. With your attention on said body part run the out of control clearing;

What energy, space, consciousness, choice, magic, miracles, mysteries and possibilities. Can my body and I be to be out of control, out of definition, out of limitation, out of form, out of structure, out of significance, out of linearity, and out of concentricities for all eternity? Everything that doesn’t allow that to show up will you destroy and uncreate it all times a godzillion? Right and Wrong, Good and Bad, POD and POC, all 9, shorts, boys, POVADs, and beyonds.

You can do that as many times as you like with that body part. Then move on through to other body parts as you please. Put your attention on your arms, your legs, your pelvis, your eyes, your nose, your back and your private sexy parts, wait no don’t do that, you can’t be out of control with those, that would be bad.

How many lifetimes, realities, and or dimensions have you been in where you were a flying body? I have had a lot of people tell me about their awarenesses of past lives of different types of bodies and realities as though that was a better body then what they have now. What if the body you have right now is the best body you’ve had yet? What is actually possible with your body that you haven't been allowing to show up?

There have been parts of my body that I knew changed a lot, and always been my point of view that everything changes all the time. So you can imagine that I was flabbergasted to discover that there was at least 40% of my body that I had been trying to make a structure as though it didn’t change or to make it one way as if it doesn't change every fucking day. How much of your body have you decided doesn't change that actually does? Would you be willing to be out of control with all of it? Will you be out of control and let it all change now?

Last week I had a ride with my stallion Cinco that was as centaur-like as I have had yet. Before that ride I thought that oneness with my horse was going to be like if I thought he would do what I thought. What cinco and my body taught me on that day is that when I think, that's control. My body doing what I think is control, and letting go of total control “felt” separate, but in this “separation” I am was totally aware of the difference between me, my body, and Cinco and his body. Letting up to more possibility because I could perceive his point of view, what's available, and what he's aware of that I'm not necessarily aware of, but now I'm aware of it because I can perceive it through him. During this ride I realized I had bought into some definition of what oneness was, significantly skewed from what was true as is the case anytime you buy into a definition. Definition by definition is limitation. Have you decided what oneness is and would be like? Have you decided what the simultaneity of gifting and receiving would be like? Have you actually been aware of the difference that is oneness and the allowance that creates the simultaneity of gifting and receiving, and oneness and bought that you were incorrect? that someone else’s “awareness” as they told it it was, which was actually a definition was more valuable then your own awareness?

What if awareness is only good for 10 seconds?

What energy, space, consciousness, and choice can you and your body be to be out of control, out of definition, out of linearity, out form, out of structure, out of significance, out of limitation, and concentricities for all eternity? Everything that doesn’t allow that will you destroy and uncreate it all? Right and wrong, good and bad, POD and POC, all 9, shorts, boys, POVADs, and beyonds.